~ pArad!s3~

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍
我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了
如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你 如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃 那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒
如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平 你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你 那不是我看清 是我证明
我爱你...

Monday, September 20, 2010

缘分?"冤"分??

什么嘛...
明明要避开...
明明要闪开...
明明就不要看见他...
明明就不要让他看见...
为什么..为什么还是...
遇上
撞上
看见
他!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

一大早,在远处就看见他走着过来...
我明明已经特意跑到布告栏那里"躲"了..
我等了5min...
他也应该走了吧..
怎知...在转角和他相撞...

放学时,从课室刚出来..
刚转身就看见他也从课室出来...
明明都拉朋友一起走过...
不要让他看见/不要看见他了....
怎知...在那重要的瞬间...
又和他相撞了...

明明知道了...
明明我已经装不知道...
虽然记得
但骗自己没有在意,骗自己不记得...
可是,不知是缘分还是什么...
因某些原因...
他又拆穿用来骗我自己的圈套...~

我到底可以怎样???

1.面对事实....
我已经尝试过了
可是....
不但没有比之前好...
我的心一直隐隐约约地痛起来...
不是说说的..
我的心真的有痛...心真的很真实的痛...
痛得我都吃不下,睡不好....

2.不当一回事
我也尝试过了...
虽然我用忙碌来忘记..
一切事情都一直提醒我的过去....

最后的逃避...
我也尝试过...
虽然,别人都说这不是好方法...
但,也惟有这样了..
惟有逃避....
惟有断绝和他一切事物...

无论游戏,学业,课业都好...
我不要再看见了...
我不能在承受...
我的心不能在痛下去...

我放弃了什么,我只能说
对不起!!!

最后的方法只能
逃避........






by parad!s3...5343.9909

Thursday, September 16, 2010

16/09

2day is holiday...
i went to th field which situated at bandar...
4 service....
veri hot neh~~...n ntg do d...
bored...~~
n nw sitting in front of the comp..
ply games...

2mr is friday...
no holiday 4 2mr...
so still nid to b skul...=='''
2mr is the laz meeting of the gg function...
so nervous nw...
cuz i nid to plan the whole function..~
n it will hold on tiz sat..!!!
oh no...~scae o..~

tiz sat i thnk veri bc..~
morning is going to have the function at skul..~
noon go church mayb...if im free...
nite??
me wan to go youth ....
BT...
lik wan go dinner v family..
thr is a midautumn festival...
dad is the photographer
n mum is the mc of tat nite too...
haizzz...i duno tat cn i go to youth tat nite....
tat's all..~






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Friday, September 10, 2010

10/09~

oldei 4 days i din cum here..~
cuz im in slp mode..~
always slp in tiz holiday..
tired neh~~~

yest i go yy thr ...
hlp her finish her projek..~
yest at her hum till 10.30pm lik tat sin b o..~
cuz my mum n dad bc..~

2day...
im waiting till 5pm..
i nid go b to skul 4 service on hot dance competition...
haiz...it's fun...
bt 2nite yiu cnt go youth le....
2nite they celebrate tgt...
hope i cn join thm too..bt i cnt...
i oledi hav a long time din go youth le..
cuz im in bc...cnt join...

dn say le...nid go prepare...

juz 1% left is true...






by parad!se...5343.9909

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

holiday...7/9

tiz week is my holiday~~
yipeeee~...
BT...i still nid to b to skul =='''
three dayz~~~
tiz three day's morning i oso nid to wake early~~==
too bad~~...

yest ntg special...
juz normally..b to skul study PHYSIC..~
in the noon,me,yy,weiz n china's fren-li yan
tgt go prima lunch~~^^
fun n oso "lap"=='''

2day me,yipp,bs n ys tgt hav breakfaz..~
whee..~
in the noon,yy,weiz,li yan n me...
4 of us too...~
tgt hav lunch agn!!!!^^

2mr leh??
laz day b to skul in tiz holiday...
go yam cha oso...
BT yipp din join us..~juz 3 of us..(i thnk)
2mr hav lunch v cutie n shinli~~^^
hehex~go pizza~muahaha~

tat's all for 2day~
nid to pen off...
cuz..wanna watch tv~~^^wheee..~






by parad!s3...5343.9909

Saturday, September 4, 2010

y do my memory start v a storm??

things tat i nid ..
things tat important to me...
things tat i care...
all has leave me...
all has disappear in my life...

things left me one by one..~
i cnt lost anythng agn~
i reli nid those...
come back...plz.....

i hope time cn return...
bt it is imposibble...
i hope things cn return to my life...
bt it is imposibble...
all is imposible

my life is hopeless...
my life is meaningless...






by parad!s3...5343.9909

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

30/8/10

our skul hav holiday 2day..
bt i still nid to go to skul...
4 prefect...
thr is an activiti 4 us...
em....at the beginnning gt a bit bored...
bt till noon..
it was fun...~

thr is a lot of gamez,coursez...~
reli fun..~
hope it will b hold agn..~






by parad!s3...5343.9909

Monday, August 30, 2010

yy nite...

finalli yy nite is over...
our show is ...perfect..!!
haha~so hapi..~
thr is a little mitake in our show..~
n thr is oso a lot of show ..~
tat nite was fun..~
share sum pic to u all..~





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